It takes time to find yourself

On September 1, 2009, after talking to a psychiatrist, I decided to go to a psychiatric hospital in the neurotic disorders ward of my own free will. After many years of treatment, which still didn't bring the expected results, I came to the conclusion that the hospital was my last hope. I went there because I suffered from eating disorders - bulimia nervosa and anorexia. Then it turned out that it was not my only, nor the most important problem... Probably if I hadn't found out about it and then hadn't started to deal with it, I would still be ill or worse - I wouldn't be here anymore.

Today I know that if you really want to, you really believe that you can be healthy, then it's possible. Faith, the true, sincere faith works miracles. I'm not talking about curing the disease and its relapses. I am writing about understanding myself, getting back on my feet, causes of falling ill and complete, irreversible recovery, curing.

I am addressing the book to everyone. To people who consider this disease to be a whim, an invention of girls who want to get attention. To insecure women and teenagers, to parents, and especially to the same girls and adult women as me. To women who have fallen into the nightmare of this disease and are either undergoing treatment and it does not bring such effects as they wanted to, or to those who do not want to be treated, because they feel comfortable with the disease, or are ashamed to go to a psychologist/psychiatrist. Please don't lose hope, don't say "I can't stop", but finally say "I can", although the road is long, hard and painful, it is worth going through. It is worth being at its end, because that is where the desired happiness awaits.